"I" am "Me"

Who are you?

I am me.

Who are you?

I don't know myself.
It's all unmeaning. I can't feel anything. It's being useless if i stayed. It's unemaning. Meaningless. I hate my own exsitence. I hate my born day that i curse it (almost)everytime i remember. I being sensitive lately. I cursed everything people do to me. Altough i know it was a sin for me. I'm tired with my own life.

Why don't you just death?

I'm scared, i'm scared. I'm scared to death, i'm scared to life. I'm tired with my life, but i'm scared if i die. I haven't ready within it. Altough million times i tried to suicide.
I'm using sleeping drugs. Many time. But it was useless that i can't sleep at all!
And.. I love to feel a pain..