Apologize?

*sigh* I know it was my fault to changing. It's hard to belief but it's life. Truly i know that you felt you lost the part of 'me' one year ago. That time, iknow may be until now that you still 'lost' that part. When i started to change my life when i decided to change everything that thing... Makes me Changing. All i need to do is taking the risk. I hope i can combine the 'me' now, the 'me' that time, the 'me' before and a lot of 'the me'. But i know i can't. I can't feel the emotion like that time. It's too... Confusing. And my reason leaving my fb is: a lot of teacher search for me. And they wanted to monitorise my activity there. I will active again later but not now. May be about a month or another week again. Idk when. It's not because i wanted to abandon you all guys.
I confuse... really.